I felt like I was betraying my beloved husband by being brought pleasure by another man's hand and reaching the climax. Feelings of guilt and immorality were mixed in. I didn't want people to notice what I was feeling, no, I was afraid of reconfirming and accepting that fact myself, so I kept my voice down, but eventually that happened. Contrary to my emotions, my brain recognized pleasure, and my body reacted. "Married woman torture acme" 8th.