I am 24 years old. It's been about 3 years since I worked at the hospital. I have a lot of work and stress, so on holidays I surf and run as a hobby to get rid of it. I don't have a boyfriend. I want to have a romance, but I can't have a boyfriend because I'm busy with work, and I don't have a proper encounter. But I want to have sex. Patients and teachers will spit as soon as they get caught in the antenna. Am I a metamorphosis like this?